Suddenly I have the feeling I had when I randomly asked ShinYeen,
"What is it gonna be like next year when I'm not around you anymore?"
I asked her that question in December 2008.
I bet she's wondering
WHAT THE HECK IS JESSICA LOKE STILL DOING IN MALAYSIA #%@$%^#$%^@#%^@#^
This will be the 15th birthday we're celebrating together. And also the 15th year where I got you nothing
I know you so well the same way that whenever anything or anyone happen to cross our path, we only need to give each other that 'stare' to catch what the other is thinking. Right on cue, 5 seconds after staring at each other we'll start laughing like some sakai and other people instead will give us that 'stare'.
You know all my embarrassing little secrets and have continuously announced them out loud to everybody we know.
You know all my nonsensical thoughts and ideas and take joy in reprimanding me in front of everybody.
After 15 years, I have incredibly high self-esteem, am wonderfully gracious taking criticism and am amazingly comfortable being in my own skin because of the training you provided me with.
we need to see kai ma. she emo already.
Fate has it's funny ways. I don't think we'd be even close friends if we weren't placed in the same classes for 13 years because we have absolutely NOTHING in common but the dislike for pets and children. I call you an auntie for watching canto drama; you call me a weirdo for listening to indie music. I think you are secretly in love with me while you think I'm forever living in denial.
So 30 more years down the road if you're old and lonely (no children mah, plus Chuck Bass will definitely choose me over you), I'll move in together with you and we shall spend the rest of our lives playing wii. We'll fight over which game to play, who got the highest score, and those fights will help us past time. (no life)
Next year will be a tough one for me. Not only being homesick and all but also missing one part of myself that has been there for the past 15years. The part that
Sigh. I'm gonna miss you Foo Shin Yeen.
No matter what, I hope to forever be able to call you my 'bestest friend everrrrrr'